EXCLUSIVE EXCERPT ~ First Born Sons by Vincent Traughber Meis ~ #Exclusive #Excerpt #Giveaway

Novel / 97,000 Words / 393 Pages
Genres: LBBTQ+ Contemporary/Literary
LGBTQ+ Identities: Gay, FTM Trans, Bi, Gender Fluid
Keywords/Categories: trans, transgender, FTM, gay, bisexual, bi, bi-racial, gender fluid, Thailand, gay parents, Black Lives Matter, San Francisco, San Francisco Bay Area, interracial relationships, disability, contemporary, literary, LGBTQ, new release, announcement, giveaway

(Not a Romance)


A group of coastal California residents battle wildfires, racism, and their own demons in five distinct narratives set in late 2019 and 2020.

The book is populated by a cast of diverse LGBTQ+ individuals who struggle to find love, comfort, and fulfillment. As the novel progresses, characters interact across the separate narratives and are brought together for a birthday and a disastrous Black Lives Matter demonstration.

A man returning to the horrors that made him leave Mississippi, a blind gay man flirting with love, an FTM transgender starting hormone therapy, a woman struggling to protect her sons from her husband’s surge to right-wing politics, and a teenager with two gay dads searching for his Black surrogate mom paint a disturbing tableau of modern-day America.

Warnings: Racism, homophobia

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The sound of waves filled the room, exploding and receding, hitting the rocks, sloshing, withdrawing, on and on like the rhythm of life. The air was perfumed with the tropics. An unnerving bird call had drawn Augie out of a dream, “kowell, kowell,” loud and incessant, sounding like someone in distress, nothing he had ever heard back home. It stopped a few seconds, and then revved up again, over and over, leaving him with no chance of going back to sleep. Severe jet lag. Not just a difference of hours. Was it one or two days they’d lost on the calendar?

A hint of rosy light crept in through the sheer curtains. He slid out of bed, put on a pair of shorts and a tank top, and slipped out the door into the damp air, into the twilight where resort workers took pains to make everything perfect. Women in long skirts of Thai silk filled the basins at each doorstep with fresh water and arranged frangipani, hibiscus, and orchid flowers to float on the surface. A gourd was placed alongside so that guests could bathe their sandy feet. The pool attendant rolled up red towels and assembled them in a large basket to look like petals of a rose while beyond him, the shadows of silent restaurant workers darted back and forth in the open-air dining room, preparing the breakfast buffet.

He stepped lightly along the walkway with accent lights on either side scattered amongst hibiscus, torch ginger, bat flower, and jasmine. Red lanterns hung from the trees above him. He heard the bird again, loud and very close, but he couldn’t see it. The woman who had checked them in padded by with a clipboard, smiled, and greeted him. “Sawatdee kaa.”

 “Sawatdee krap,” Augie answered. “Could you tell me what that bird is?”

“Oh, this is Asian koel. Male singing for husband…I mean, wife.” She giggled at her mistake and put one hand over her mouth. “Always in the morning. Hope it not wake you.”

“No, no. It’s the jetlag mostly.”

They bowed to each other, and Augie walked out onto a giant flat rock between two small beaches. He drew near to the edge where the waves crashed, his mind repeatedly asking where he was, not catching up to the location of his body, half in one world and half in another. The koel continued with its mournful call. “Kowell. Kowell.” It was past the witching hour, but the forces of imagination were still strong. He slipped into the character of an international man of mystery who had fled to a far corner of the earth, a land full of intrigue and possibility. A cryptic message on his phone told him to rendezvous with an unknown agent. He would be notified of the place and time.

Someone approached from behind, and for a second, he thought an assassin was going to push him into the sea, onto the rocks lurking below the surface. He would fall lax into the depths. No one would know. Fear spun him around to face his fate, a prickling sensation seizing his spine.

“Hi, Dad. Did I scare you?”

Augie smiled at his son and unclenched his fists. “No. Only surprised. What are you doing up?”

“I heard you go out.”

“And Papi?”

“He’s still sleeping.”

“How are you doing with the time change?”

“It’s weird, right? It’s still yesterday at home.”

They sat on a wooden bench painted with morning dew, looking out on the Gulf of Thailand under an overcast sky. Across the bay, lights twinkled while the rosy horizon bled to pink.

“This place is really cool,” said Colton.

“You like it? I thought you might.” Colton leaned toward his father, and Augie wrapped his arm around him.

“I’m sorry if I’ve been a problem lately.”

“Being your age isn’t easy, everything changing. And I guess having two dads makes it more complicated.”

“Not that much. Only if you break up.”

“Why would you say that?”

“I hear you and Papi fighting sometimes. It would be my fault.”

“Oh, no, honey. If Papi and I ever separate, it won’t be because of you.”

Colton tensed. “You mean there’s a chance it might happen?”

“Not even close. What I mean to say is there are very few things in life that are certain and forever, except for our love for you of course. Couples have disagreements. It’s normal.”

Colton settled back into the crook of his father’s arm, satisfied, relaxed. “Do they have elephants on this island?”

Augie laughed. “I don’t think so. We’ll have to wait until Chiang Mai.”

Colton’s breathing slowed, and in a minute, he was asleep. Colton had always been an affectionate boy, but he wondered how much longer he would be able to cuddle with his son like this. He was on the verge of manhood. Other parents had told him that the next few years were going to be tough, and for a father of a Black son, terrifying. He wanted to always keep him close, but he knew he couldn’t. He wasn’t looking forward to those late nights when Colton would be out with his friends, worried something might happen. He took a deep breath and inhaled the innocence of his son.


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About the Author

Vincent Traughber Meis grew up in Decatur, Illinois where he got his start writing plays for his younger sisters to act in for a neighborhood audience. He graduated from Tulane University in New Orleans and worked for many years as an English as a Second Language (ESL) teacher in the San Francisco Bay Area, Spain, Saudi Arabia and Mexico, publishing many academic articles in his field.

As result of his extensive travels and time abroad he published a number of pieces, mostly travel articles, but also a few poems and book reviews, in publications such as, The Advocate, LA Weekly, In Style, and Our World in the 1980’s and 90’s. He finally arrived at his true writing love: novels and short stories.

Five of his six published novels are set at least partially in foreign countries and his book of short stories focuses on countries around the world. Several of his novels have won Rainbow Awards, and his most recent novel, The Mayor of Oak Street was awarded a Reader Views Silver Award. He has published short stories in a number of collections and has achieved Finalist status in a few short fiction contests.

When he’s not writing, he works in the garden and travels with his husband. He lives in San Leandro, California.

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1 Fire
August 2020

Each step took him closer to safety, one uncertain foot in front of the other, his biceps straining as he shifted the heavy load in his arms. On either side of the unpaved road he traversed, thick groves of redwoods towered above him and the forest air wrinkled with dust and heat and smoke, causing his useless eyes behind dark glasses to burn. But his legs knew the way, knew the number of steps to the nearest house. If the neighbors weren’t there, he would have to make it all the way to the main road and hope for a passing car to pick him up.

A gust of hot wind rushed through the trees, and he heard the snap of a branch, followed by a thump on the ground. He picked up his pace, his breathing growing heavier, sweat trickling down his sides. He shifted the load again and hugged the equipment to his chest, things he couldn’t leave behind, the tools of his trade, his work, his life.

A few minutes earlier he had been in a groove at the desk in front of the window, headphones on, crafting a set for an upcoming Zoom dance party called Apocalypse. Making a killer set was essential for people unable to go out, afraid of the virus, surrounded by wildfires, and bored with political discourse. They longed to dance, move their bodies, get their sexy on even if it was in a little Zoom window. With outlets of entertainment shut down, people spent excess income on pricey headphones and ear buds. He took that into account as his fingers danced over the knobs and levers, adjusting everything by sound and feel, pumping up the bass to shake their brains, rattle their hearts imprisoned in ribcages of discontent.

His goal was to make them feel something, and he hunted for songs allowing extreme panning, mixes that bounced the sounds back and forth from ear to ear, playing with space and width as the music traveled through their heads. Getting them on their feet and shaking their asses made him happy, gave him a reason to go on when the darkness around him pressed in.

The odor of burning, pungent and slightly sweet, had wafted in the open window, filled his nostrils, and snapped him out of the trance he fell into when manipulating pitch, timbre, texture, volume, and duration, pushing one up, another down. He removed the headphones and through the lingering pulsation in his ears heard the incessant chirp notifications from his phone. Five messages. They all told him the same thing. The fires were getting close. Get out. He unplugged his headphones and the controller from his laptop, gathered everything in his arms, felt his way to the door, and negotiated the steps to the ground.

A car approached, still a couple of hundred yards away, and his panic subsided. As it was the last house on the road, someone had to be coming for him. He breathed easier, and the playlist returned to his head, the order and choice of songs. The gravel crunched under his feet to the beat of the extended dance mix version he had found of the R.E.M. song, “It’s the End of the World as We Know It,” a trite but obvious choice for the set. The car got closer. He tilted his head. Though his ears recognized most of the cars that came down the road, this one was different, heavier.

The vehicle stopped. Two doors opened, and the sounds of unfriendly steps, the vibration of danger ground toward him. Two men, he guessed. His spine tingled with the all-overs as Granny used to say.

“Stop right there!” a man shouted. “Put your shit on the ground and raise your hands.”

The command brought a brutal end to the tunes in Lamar’s head like a needle scratching across a record. “What? Who are you?” Lamar continued his trudge forward.

The two cops turned to each other with confused expressions. The older officer with a thick mustache that hid his upper lip on a round face and a rookie who looked as if he spent way too much time admiring his blond good looks in front of the mirror at the gym unsnapped their holsters and put their hands on their guns. The senior cop growled, “I said stop. On your knees.”

Lamar’s spirit tumbled into a muddy hole of fear. It had been four years since he had nearly lost his life, attacked by men with guns and robbed of his laptop with all his stored music. This time his files were backed up, but he wasn’t about to lose the couple of thousand dollars’ worth of equipment in his arms without a fight.

“I don’t know who you are.” A murder of crows cawed a bitter song high in the trees above them. They could see what he couldn’t, looking down on the classic scenario of a Black man facing the police with their guns drawn, barking orders that made no sense.

“Stop where you are. Are you deaf?”

The birds cawed panic and flew away.

“No, but he’s blind,” said a voice from behind the officers. The younger one swirled around and pointed his gun at a man walking up the road. Byron’s long hair blew wild in the wind and his beard was thick from not shaving since the beginning of the shutdown. He liked to joke that he now looked like the Unabomber. When Lamar hadn’t responded to his call, he had rushed out of the house in a dirty T-shirt and sweats and jumped in his car, a disheveled cavalry to the rescue.

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